Aint no love

Aint no love like.... Aint no love like big girl love. Big girl will kill and die all for you and shit. Aint no love like big girl love cause big girl kno she big and still loves herself. Big girls are how can I say this umm beautiful yes you are. Inside and out. She is only sexy when she wants to be. Big girls when I say you look good believe I you look damn good. Aint no love like big girls cuz they ready to jump on just about any living creature ready to touch look or smell or be in the presence of her man or boo. Especially another female so watch out. Ain't no love like big girl love. She appears big on the outside but her heart is just as big. Just because say the word big girl I am refering to all woman who loves themselves and loves their man. On the behalf of sum men I say thanks to all woman that are beautiful on the inside and shows it on the outside. But really if you aint being loved by a big girl then what else love could i possibly have????????

Selfish Feeling

Everybody in this world can is or has the potential to be selfish. The to me is different levels of selfishness. Some people are blinded by it. Sum people are Consciousness of their selfishness. Me i am a very selfish person and I know this. I am so selfish I rather not have any one need or want nothin from me because I not going to give anything in return. Hateful too I am if I am pushed to that level. I am starting to realize that maybe thats why I always feel alone. And i am comfortable with that. It is just the way I feel. I don't need no woman friend companion wife or anything resembling any form of relationship of man and woman. I will not ever be hurt again by any relationship of that matter. I will not hurt anyone else in a relationship by not even getting into one. Their are exceptions to not being in a relationship where people have feelings and they still are hurt. That is why my selfish ass will cut that off too. No friends with feelings jus associates with benifits. In away I am glad my life is going the way it is cuz I am learning more about myself and what it is IIIIIII REALLY WANT. I as in ME ME ME ME. Don't be suprised if you never hear from my selfish hateful dirty triflin stupid dumb coldhearted obnoxious nasty mean ass again.

GHOST

My favorite word i like to use to make sumthing dissappear is ghost. I like it because most of the time when people describe a ghost most say a spirit or unseen force dwelling around but not physically there. I have found out that sumtimes people can be a ghost too. I have decided to become a ghost by going sum where far away from everything i know or knew. Including friends past and present family from past and present. Because i am a human being with emotions i care not to share with sum people close or think they close to me my emotions or feelings. I havent had the patience to really tell these close ones my feelings. Cause they won't understand and i kno this for a fact because i know what their feelings are so it conflicts with what i really feel on the inside so therefore its pointless to say whats inside of me. Because i know it would hurts them. Words live forever people don't. So what i say or have said you will remember me. But if I say nothin and disappear after awhile my being would be no more than a breeze a whim nothin. I will soon be forgotten just like most ghosts. So when I become one lingering around i will be lost to you forever..........