Yea Yo I aint

Yea yo I aint perfect. Yea yo I don't got rims yet. Yea yo you fine I aint mad at that shittt.... Yea yo I aint your old nigga so don't play me like dat. Yea yo I aint buying you a drink cuz you can produce currency jus like I so buy urself a damn drink shit. Yea yo I aint ready for a ship to put all my eggs in right now. Yea yo I aint no regular nigga how may I help you. Yea yo I aint paying ur rent or buying a drank but anything else is cool. Yea yo I aint here to pick up chicks. Yeahh Yeahh Im not this is true. Yea yo I aint gay im jus not interested in you HA. Yea yo I aint nuffin wit out my other heart. Yea yo I aint got jus got one heart I got two. One in my chest and the other in anothers chest. Yea yo I aint trippen. Yeah yo I aint What lets hear it.......

Lips

I love pussy lips on my face. I lick the left lip and right. Pause..... When I do that my tongue it wont stop moving. Dem lips love being ova my face and tongue. Ok the first time you nut on my face its like a since of relief. Let it out all on me. Ya her me. I love swimming. Its nuffin better then swimming in pussy. Dat white thick nut running down my fucking face and lip im like can i get more. Maybe Imma freak or what ever you wanna call it. I'll fuck till I die bitches niggas. Im in dat pussy like I should never leave it. I might leave some juice but I will make you leave way mo on my face and dick then what I left. I love sex. I find myself alot of times trying not to have sex with you. Im sorry whats your name again. I beat dem lips up. Those nuts you produce xplode on my meat. I take my meat out. To bad 7 times out of ten i need more of that shit. Nuffin turns me on more den makin you cum on me and keep cuming if you wit me. Shit nigga she out. And she sleep and i am following her in a second. Ahhhh I feel so fucking good and relaxed. I love your lips........

Stupid

The stupid things we do. We are natural born creatures that makes mistakes. If you sit back and watch some its funny to look at them do stupid things. But often you happen know people who did some thing stupid and its not so funny. The shit is stupid but its something you just cant laugh at. Cuz it affects people that has heart for you. Meaning they care for you in a way that you are a living somebody in their mind. Shittttt nigga I done a lot of stupid shit. Like fuck bitches you dont know witout condums. That shit after I done it was dumb as fuck. Not stupid but just plain out ridiculous. Whats crazy is some of those times I wasnt even drinkin jus horny as all hell. Ya know. But thankfully I get tested every year. Guess whats niggas and bitches im clean and free of any fuckin shit. That was a relief damn. That is an example of something I have done that was just plain out fuckin stupid. Cuz niggas and bitches are alot of times nasty and give you shit. This was one of the last most stupidest things I done that I care deeply about. MY dick and long term health. In between that and now i slipped and done sumthings that was questionable but not stupid to me. When I seen sumthing stupid or watch someone do sumthing stupid. I ask my self should I tell them my opinion why they shouldnt do that stupid shit. A lot of times people that do stupid shit already have their mind made up and nuffin you can or could say will stop them. I think its stupid to talk about other people ya know. Yea we all make lil comments bout er body. But to talk talk about people is stupid. Dats just my opinion. It is. When I hear someone talking about someone and I dont care who it is. If its nuffin good I dont want to hear it. Cuz you fuck up or will fuck up just like that human you talkin bout. So to me fuck it man they will learn hopefully if not then thay not around to keep doing the same things that destroy and hurts. Like now wit me I been hurt. So for me I do not want to be in anytype of realationship far as boyfriend and girfriend. Ya know cuz I am still tramatize. If you really want me in your life as a husband or boyfriend you just asking for unfaithfulness and non emotional feelings. I am sorry if it hurts some. But my pride fatherhood and manhood has been serverly been hurt. Ask me to be with you if you want after what I just toll you. To me it will be just plain stupid. Cuz imma act a fool. Nuffin crazy jus im only 22 years old and its plenty of 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 year old womenz that jus want dick and nuffin else. Ya her me. It may sound stupid for sum but look around for real. To you I may be stupid but for sumbody or for sum that kno me they kno other.......

Sadly

Sadly I still face drama kings and queens. Im almost ready throw In if you feel me. Pay me! Sadly some people just won't learn till they get fuck up or hurt more they just have to decide which way. Sadly I still care and wanna be the person thats says sorry first my bad. What ever it may be worth to ya. Sadly we still live in a place where people less fornunate than us are getting murdered and raped. Sadly I done sum shit that should never happened and by no means am I proud of that shit. It makes me sick as a matter fact cuz i knew better but I was a dumb ass. But ayy I am still here living learning listening. Sadly some people don't realize what they got till its gone. Its true as hell. Its certain things that I miss bout people that I really could have benifitted from In the last two years. Sadly I am depressed as hell and don't give a fuck. Im lying I love my mother if it wasn't for that bond niggas watch out. She keep me sane to a certain extent. Sadly another black woman is going to raise another baby by herself. Not because the father was not there but the father that was there was played to the side like his fucking soul did not exist. Sadly I still drink alot to help me sleep. After I wake up sadly people still acting like donkeys. Sadly I felt like burning everything up including the one that made me feel this way. I been sad for the last 7 months not because I wanted too. A real man was there for his son Bunny ears. But his son was taken awake by a ignorant bitch. I wish I could say sumthing less harsh but I cannot. Ya feel me. It is what it is. Sadly some woman need a real man but won't ever find it. Some men been hurt to the point where there is no return to what brought him there to love her in the first place. I am sadly a man that had to go threw and still going threw this. What father and real man that has a child looks at another persons baby and you see what you had and its simply taken away shit nigga he aint yours. I was there with her threw the whole birth experiance. Dad will you cut the cord? I wore the same clothes for 2 days to make sure she and my Bunny Ears baby was ok. In the hospital lookin like a goddamn fool. Sadly I felt like crying honestly. Why cuz imma a rare breed thats there for you baby and mama. Im here!! Sadly this depression has altered my mind frame far as thinkin clearly. Sadly I meet alot of promising women and I have a very promising woman that been there fo me. But I been sooo goddamn hurt my eyes bleeds when I cry. Like my heart was with him when he sleeps. The first week he slept on MY CHEST cuz hes mine and aint nuffin gone take him away from me. Sadly I still have flash backs about that shit man. One of the things I regret even now is I never want to hurt nobody. Who doesnt talk shit. I do. But for those that took it a little bit mo personal than others man. My bad yo. I am human being that makes mistakes just like you. Sadly I have to face sum of them now. Its sad when someone still hates when someone says sorry and has way to much to even factor haters in there equilibrium. Dont understand if you want to. Just know things are much simpler than it appears. Sadly im bout to go to sleep cuz im sure someone needs to hear what I have to say...........

Another

I wake wit another hoe. I wake up and want another drank. I wake like I was still woke. I will catch up with you another time homie. I feel like I am living another life. If another person think they can fuck with me they gets done up quick. Im tired as hell man. I need another hour to sleep. I still wake up tired and fucked up. I am going to another counseling session for it lol. Fuck you I need another person to talk to. I finally got another truck. Dat shit new and i attract another bitch. After i am done wit her i get another one. for sum reason shiny shit attracts dem. But anyway i need another blunt to smoke cuz umm i need to chill out. im on my way to get another life now .......

I JUST Wanna

I just wanna be happy. I just wanna make you happy. I just wanna be the best son you had. I just wanna be the best brother. I just wanna be the best giver and not the taker. I just wanna be the best lover. I just wanna be the best person I can while My lungs still capture air. I just I just wanna say sorry for all the people I might have hurt. I just wanna stop doing things that hurt myself. I just wanna know why you judge me and you dont know me. I just wanna know why you hate me. I just wanna stop feelin down and out. I just wanna bust heads to the people that ultimately wont me not to exist just becuz. I just wanna feel peace. I just wanna be.............

WHY

Why do you lie to me you confused person? Why am I just as confused as you are? Why does it take so long to love rather than hate sumting? Why do certain people you talk to seem to think they have all the answers? Why do you judge others and you havent been around or with them? Why are babies so fucking cute? Not all but most. Why is life so crazy? Why do I feel crazy? It might be because I had someone shit pissed and burned my heart up goddamn she did it. Why are most black babies are born with out fathers and the good fathers are thrown to the side like huh?....... My bad sorry I didn;t mean to shit and them bitches are the ones are the main ones saying guys or niggas aint shit specech. Why those bitches so dumb and heartless? Why didn't I kill her ass? Why do I have to be the bigger person or man all the time? Why don't just be like fuck it like alot of other people? Why am I even writing this blog?

Killing

Killing doesn't have to be another human or living creature. Killing is also when something that meant so much is taken away and what makes you lives dies. Your heart has flat lined. Your mind drew to a place of no return when it comes to not being alive. I described how I felt briefly what is happening and what has happened to one of the strongest muscles in my body. Killing is when you lie to another that trusts you completely. Cuz when they find out the truth later you might as well took a stake and jammed that shit in they chest. Killing is when you are not being yourself to the world. Becuz you slacking and could have been a better person someone else dies or suffers but you could have helped them in a way that changes their life to BE. Be is what every human and living creature wants to be. Something that matters sumthing that has a role and they understand that role. We people just want to mean sumting. But you already been killed if your heart stopped one time and never beat again.........

Sumtimes

Sumtimes I wonder where life will take me next in todays crazy times. Sumtimes I wish people would stop hating other people over stuff that will be forgotten later. Sumtimes I just have my days where I say fuck the world and everything in it. Sumtimes I feel like highjacking a space shuttle and go to a whole new world where your life can be truely free of pain,hate, jealousy, fear,destruction,despair,and a lot of other things that makes life hard. I am no perfect soul so sumtimes I feel like doing things that are not good and thing that are not right. It is hard for me to trust alot of people sumtimes when they say things about you to others that have absolutly nuffin to do with your life. I am tired of people judging others that they don't know. Sumtimes I feel like beating them down for being so ignorant. Thats how I feel sumtimes. But hey we only human. I aint perfect and never will be but sumtimes I do my best to be a better person. Sumtimes I wish I wasn't lied to so much. At times sumtimes I felt like not being on this earth beacuz stuff is so contradicting and pointless. Have you ever met someone that didn't express how they felt because it would not change anything. Well sumtimes when these people want to be heard so they do big things where you have no chose but to listen. Sumtimes I wish crazy stuff that happened to me and others didn't happen. But it did cuz sumtimes things happen for a reason far beyond our current capacity of our own minds understanding. But we find out later sumtimes why if we are fortunate to still be living. Even knowing sumtimes is not all good. It would be if you are able to shed light on a situation or experiance with someone. But its not when you know to much and can't use it in a way that would benifit someone or sumting. Sumtimes ignorance is bliss...........