Sumtimes

Sumtimes I wonder where life will take me next in todays crazy times. Sumtimes I wish people would stop hating other people over stuff that will be forgotten later. Sumtimes I just have my days where I say fuck the world and everything in it. Sumtimes I feel like highjacking a space shuttle and go to a whole new world where your life can be truely free of pain,hate, jealousy, fear,destruction,despair,and a lot of other things that makes life hard. I am no perfect soul so sumtimes I feel like doing things that are not good and thing that are not right. It is hard for me to trust alot of people sumtimes when they say things about you to others that have absolutly nuffin to do with your life. I am tired of people judging others that they don't know. Sumtimes I feel like beating them down for being so ignorant. Thats how I feel sumtimes. But hey we only human. I aint perfect and never will be but sumtimes I do my best to be a better person. Sumtimes I wish I wasn't lied to so much. At times sumtimes I felt like not being on this earth beacuz stuff is so contradicting and pointless. Have you ever met someone that didn't express how they felt because it would not change anything. Well sumtimes when these people want to be heard so they do big things where you have no chose but to listen. Sumtimes I wish crazy stuff that happened to me and others didn't happen. But it did cuz sumtimes things happen for a reason far beyond our current capacity of our own minds understanding. But we find out later sumtimes why if we are fortunate to still be living. Even knowing sumtimes is not all good. It would be if you are able to shed light on a situation or experiance with someone. But its not when you know to much and can't use it in a way that would benifit someone or sumting. Sumtimes ignorance is bliss...........