Stupid

The stupid things we do. We are natural born creatures that makes mistakes. If you sit back and watch some its funny to look at them do stupid things. But often you happen know people who did some thing stupid and its not so funny. The shit is stupid but its something you just cant laugh at. Cuz it affects people that has heart for you. Meaning they care for you in a way that you are a living somebody in their mind. Shittttt nigga I done a lot of stupid shit. Like fuck bitches you dont know witout condums. That shit after I done it was dumb as fuck. Not stupid but just plain out ridiculous. Whats crazy is some of those times I wasnt even drinkin jus horny as all hell. Ya know. But thankfully I get tested every year. Guess whats niggas and bitches im clean and free of any fuckin shit. That was a relief damn. That is an example of something I have done that was just plain out fuckin stupid. Cuz niggas and bitches are alot of times nasty and give you shit. This was one of the last most stupidest things I done that I care deeply about. MY dick and long term health. In between that and now i slipped and done sumthings that was questionable but not stupid to me. When I seen sumthing stupid or watch someone do sumthing stupid. I ask my self should I tell them my opinion why they shouldnt do that stupid shit. A lot of times people that do stupid shit already have their mind made up and nuffin you can or could say will stop them. I think its stupid to talk about other people ya know. Yea we all make lil comments bout er body. But to talk talk about people is stupid. Dats just my opinion. It is. When I hear someone talking about someone and I dont care who it is. If its nuffin good I dont want to hear it. Cuz you fuck up or will fuck up just like that human you talkin bout. So to me fuck it man they will learn hopefully if not then thay not around to keep doing the same things that destroy and hurts. Like now wit me I been hurt. So for me I do not want to be in anytype of realationship far as boyfriend and girfriend. Ya know cuz I am still tramatize. If you really want me in your life as a husband or boyfriend you just asking for unfaithfulness and non emotional feelings. I am sorry if it hurts some. But my pride fatherhood and manhood has been serverly been hurt. Ask me to be with you if you want after what I just toll you. To me it will be just plain stupid. Cuz imma act a fool. Nuffin crazy jus im only 22 years old and its plenty of 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 year old womenz that jus want dick and nuffin else. Ya her me. It may sound stupid for sum but look around for real. To you I may be stupid but for sumbody or for sum that kno me they kno other.......